A slight gush of wind gently smooth pass his face as he sat alone in this dimly lighted alley. Not his usual style, his sharp edged pair of shoe were pointing up into the roaming dark sky, he glare stonely at the pinnacle of his shoe, it seems like the whole sky were going to collapse as he prepared himself to embrace it. The wind blew stronger suddenly, as though it was trying to blow away all his problems, but nothing do the nature know, the wind were just smashing the aesthetic exterior of a melancholy soul.
Strangers walked past his seat swiftly, some were in their own world, some glanced at his explicit features but he took no noticed of anyone, only himself, and her on his mind. As the pictures got smaller, the people involved faces abatement, it just got complicated, so complicated that nature instinct gutted through his usual self, the next thing he know, it was the clickling sound that penetrate through the medium as he unzipped his exquisite black pouch.
His fingers were like octopus, wriggling and using the sense of touch to find the cure to his adamant feelings which even the finest sword couldnt pierce. Without much time wasted, he feel the edges of the compact box, grabbed and opened it up. His eyes stared at the filter of the 17 sticks that had left untouched. Using his thumb and index finger, he picked his choose as though it was the ace. His peach-liked lip were now shut tied as he lighted his cigg, sucking hard to inhale his first breath and to start the cure.
It was like the bombing of hiroshima, so hostile, so constant that his mind never did rest, he could'nt find a solution, a solution to benefit the now and future, he knows himself once he took a wrong step, he will gravely regret it, but he knows, there is no solution as it may not happen now.. but it will in the near future.
And so.... he sucked harder to inhale the cure, the cure that he thought it was, but it's just smoke that supresses the anger, disappointment, ambiguity and the helpless, him.
Music : Digitalism - 22nd april 2006 live mix.
